empty mind

The big exam is actually within the next 100 days.I know that everyone(mostly) is working extremely hard at this moment.I know that I should be studying right now rather than sitting here looking at this screen.My parents just rang me up telling me to work hard and I told them nothing they should be worrying about.I was utterly joyful when Ms Bergin told me that,'I think you could do better than Billy.'I know that I could do much better in my mocks and I didnt.

I am dreadfully lazy ever since the I got my mocks' result.I felt really tired of studying.And I hate writing essays.It drive me crazy.And I know that I should do more writing and reading.

WTH am I doing?!Few months back I was anticipating the coming exam,I was fairly prepared.I promised to do my very best in my exams.I wanted to score well.I slept with books,ate with books,I even bring my books in toilet.But what now,I couldnt pick up my mood to study,even the lovely summer-coming weather didnt help much.I am lost.I bought damn loads of chocolate to eat and it still failed to help.Screw it.