Seriously,there are damn
alot of things i hate bout myself which most of u folks
dont know bout them:
I hate my damn fucking annoying bloody nose.It is like the worst thing i ever have
thats gonna be
wif me til the day my pacemaker stop malfunction.It is the main reason i
couldnt concentrate in class and sometimes
couldnt even open up my eyes.I really wanna chop it out and implant a nose if whoever is so kind to donate a good 1 for me.And til now,i still breathing using my mouth most of the time and it seriously disrupted my sleep all these years!!!
My temper is also not a good 1.Same as my mum,and tats the reason why we used to quarrel..-.- USED TO..lol..and this definitely contributed to my leaving to oversea.
And I am an
EMO person.I can become damn
emo when i suddenly thought of something bad.I am will become damn reluctant to talk or play by tat time and i don like people to disturb especially touch me..-.- and
CCM should
noe bout this rite??
haiz..I
felf damn
regreted for scolding my friends when they attempted to talk or cheer me up by tat time.
I am definitely a person who is lack of confident.I dunno
wats the reason but i always wanna run away from the problems if
ther is a chance.Oh yeah,there is 1 thing,maybe is me myself too sensitive or
wat,I damn scare people looking at me.This will definitely freak me out and if some people whispering in a small group and i will assume that they are talking something bout me.
Another thing I hate about myself is my '
sissyness'.I act quite
sissyly sometimes and I definitely don like it.Come on
CHENG LIN, u are a guy!!!
haiz,
mayb is my testes cannot produce
enuff amount of testosterone tat a man need.
oh yeah,and 1 more thingy.my jealousy!!
argh!!I feel like slapping myself for this point!I am just like a big jar of vinegar sometimesand......haiz..hate to admit but I m.
And of course there are more than what i said,maybe i m not as good as ye thought.
And I am still trying my very best to improve my characteristics....
